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Sounds of Scotland
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Memo-1 (birds in East Lothian) Memo-2 (seagulls) Memo-3 (bells)     IMG_0934
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Silver linings
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The sun finally came out so I am busy looking for silver linings. The entire Isle of Arran is trapped under many feet of snow. They have no electricity and elderly people are trapped in their farm houses. Grey Aberdeen doesn’t seem so bad by contrast. (I hope the storms eventually pass and ...
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Decolonizing the City
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I have been away from Edmonton since December 12th. In that time a lot has happened back home. I left Alberta just as Idle No More was gaining traction, and over the holidays I watched videos of round dance flash mobs in West Edmonton Mall, Kingsway Mall, Churchill Square and elsewhere with tears...
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Birds at Play
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Yesterday I headed over to the sea after work. It was a windy day, cold. But not miserable. There were great, tall clouds in the sky and the sun was peeking out between them. I felt comforted by the cold wind buffeting me, and as I drew closer to the beach the smell of sea … Continue readin...
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It’s Complicated (“Are You Really Metis?”)
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I’ve been thinking about identity for a long time; how identity manifests for each person is complex. I’ve struggled for a long time with the inherent tensions and ironies in being a Metis woman who looks so blatantly, blaringly, undeniably white. It is difficult to reconcile my appearance (“You ...
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“I’m looking for a soft place to land/the forest floor/the palms of your hands” – Kathleen Edwards, Voyageur (2012) I have been looking for a soft place to land for a while now; the road can be rough and sometimes I don’t know if I’m going to find a friendly home at the end of … Continue re...
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decolonizing the body
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I want to return to a topic I first broached on this blog last year, one that I have been engaging with for a very long time: body image and eating disorders. A friend recently shared this thought during a conversation about recovering from an eating disorder: “When you deny yourself food [...
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Building and destruction
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I’ve written before relating the degree to which buildings that are torn down and replaced in Edmonton contrasts with the experiences of Scotland (and London) during and after the War. I don’t know how to quantify this, but I feel like there is an unacknowledged violence in the degree to which Ed...
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against violence
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I’ve been thinking a lot lately about when, if ever, it is acceptable to invoke violence to achieve certain means. I certainly have had to employ physical force to protect myself in the past, and the memory of that fear and terror never really leaves the body. For years afterwards I jumped ...
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rivulets of meltwater rushing down dusty alleyways…
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That’s what I miss — the thaw and break and re-awakening that comes with a prairie spring. In Aberdeen things are just always in a various state of wet. Grey, tinged with a green that I am unable to discern as mold, moss or algae (maybe various permutations of such?). This has its own...
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Ghosts of East Central Alberta, part 3: Ribstones and why I never heard about it OR The absent aboriginal
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Last summer, I lived out in the country again for a while. I had just moved back to Canada after completing dissertation fieldwork in Mexico, then Alaska, and we had neither a place to live nor anything to put in it. So, I stayed at my dad’s farm for a month or so, the longest … Continue re...
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The “Struggle”
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I’m back in Aberdeen. Aberdeen in all its grey, granite glory. Sometimes described as the ‘armpit of Scotland’ (or far worse), it is not the most glamorous place. When I tell English people I’m living and working in Aberdeen, they invariably wrinkle their noses and say som...
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uncompromising hope
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When faced with seemingly intractable challenges, I feel myself pulled between piercing cynicism and uncompromising hope. The danger in times of crisis or prolonged struggle is to lose sight of the good things in life or to give into anger at the world for not listening. (And that’s a completely ...
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thoughts on love
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I have the great pleasure of knowing a number of really bright, really passionate, really amazing people. These people inspire me, and provide me with constant support, feedback and hope. It has been interesting to discuss trauma and crisis with these friends, and to ruminate on what it means to ...
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